MOVED!!!

MOVED!!

Tue, 31 Jul 2007 06:02:49 GMT

Hey. Just wanna tell you guys that I've moved over to a new username ---> fierydiamond

Please reply back to this post:

http://fierydiamond.livejournal.com/645.html

Photography meme

Tue, 31 Jul 2007 03:18:45 GMT

Ah. I'm bored. Renamed all my user pics using song lyrics instead of names. Like for this icon I'm using; its original name was "vincent/cloud -- concern" in my user pics list but I changed it with "My funny valentine" from Frank Sinatra's "My Funny Valentine".

Heheh. "My Funny Valentine". Vincent Valentine. Get it?

.................

A stupid and pathetic way to be funny. Anyways, yes, I'm bored. So I'm gonna do a photography meme again.

Request with what you'd like to see me take a picture of. It can be anything (though nothing too extreme!). It can be a picture of my bed, my guitar, what I go to sleep with... anything! Request and I'll post up the pictures in a few days.

By the lives that wove the web

Mon, 30 Jul 2007 12:30:30 GMT

Heheh! Ham sandwich is goooooooood! :D Tuna too. Ham or tuna? Tuna or ham? Ah what the heck. I'll eat them both because I'M HARDCORE! I'M HARDCORE! XDDDDD

*ahem* Anyways, went out with Dot, Evon and Steph. Dot and I drove to school to meet up with Steph then Evon came about 10 minutes later in her own car. Then we all got into my car and drove to Tun Jugah. Then... tea, I guess, at some rojak stall. Drove Evon back to school cos she parked her car there and she had to pick her sister up. After that, drove Steph home and finally drove back home. Parents and Deanna went to dinner with Mama's sister so it's only Dot, the maid and me home.

Another survey! :D

1. How old are you and do you look your age?
+ I'm 18 but some people think that I'm already 20+

2. Who is the last person that called you?
+ Ummm... can't remember. Nobody has called me today. Sad, I know.

3. Who is the last person that texted you?
+ Steph.

4. Where is the first place you went today?
+ Church.

5. Last time you were at the beach?
+ Ummm... June!

6. Are you tan?
+ I dunno. Am I?

7. Do you like rollercoasters?
+ YES YES YES!

9. Next concert you are going to?
+ I dunno. Exciting concerts seldom happen here in Kuching.

10. When did you last buy a new pair of pants?
+ Last year. Long, I know.

11. Name a friend who lives in another city?
+ Ummm... city? Ummmm... I can't remember anyone XD

13. Who was the first person you talked to this morning?
+ Deanna.

14. How many peircings do you have?
+ None.

15. Last time you posted a new myspace picture?
+ I dunno. I seldom update my MySpace.

16. What was the first city you lived in?
+ Ummm... I spent a short time here in Kuching after I was born because we had to move to Scotland (or was it England?) due to my dad having to complete his studies in medicine. So I guess I can say that I grew up there. Or was it France? Gah, can't really remember.

19. Have you ever been camping?
+ Not really.

20. Name a random line from a song.
+ "Keep your hands off my girl..." gah, Gods... I hate that song so much.

21. Do you own a cellphone?
+ LOL duh, of course. What do you think?

22. Furthest place you have driven yourself?
+ Pending, I guess. Was lost XD

23. What was the highlight of your week?
+ The week just started!

24. Last time you got your hair cut?
+ Ummm... July?

25. What was the last museum you went to?
+ The Sarawak Museum.

28. Do you have any pictures that you don't remember taking?
+ Yup.

29. Are any of your friends pregnant?
+ LMAO hell no!

31. Do you have any nicknames?
+ Yes.

33. Have you ever had braces?
+ Nope.

34. Do you have glasses/contacts?
+ I wear glasses.

35. What are your big plans for the month?
+ July is almost over, geniuis.

36. Do you know what tofu is?
+ Ummmm, yes?

37. What is the last movie you watched?
+ "Mr. Bean Goes On Holiday". Yes, I know I may seem simple-minded for liking Mr. Bean, but I just love watching him! I've been a Bean fan ever since I was a kid!

38. Do you have a dog?
+ No.

39. What is the last concert/show you went to?
+ Ummm... can't really remember.

41. If you could see one person right now who would it be?
+ STEVE BLUM! And get him to sing "I'm Too Sexy" using Vincent's voice!

42. Last movie you saw in the theater?
+ Didn't you asked me this before?

43. Do you get jealous easily?
+ I guess so. I'm very predatory XD

44. What do you do when your mad?
+ Ummm... it depends how mad I am.

45. Do you think barbie is a negative role model for young girls?
+ Umm... no comment XD

In exactly one week, I start college. Gah.. Heheh. Oh well. Sarah can't wait for it and I'm dreading it. I know I'll end up becoming the anti-social, quiet girl again! At least now I know the way to my college so I can drive there! :D

I wonder what should I do tonight. Perhaps replay "Fahrenheit" again. Lucas Kane is angsty love!

And maybe tomorrow I'm going out again. Hmmm. We'll see. I have to wait for Steph to message me first.

KH // FF // Vanessa Ferlito Icons + KHII's Hollow Bastion Mood Theme

Mon, 30 Jul 2007 05:31:10 GMT

11] Final Fantasy VII: Game, DoC, AC [Vincent/Tifa, Vincent, Cloud/Tifa, Aerith, Reno]
[11] Final Fantasy VIII [Quistis, Squall, Rinoa, Squall/Rinoa]
[18] Final Fantasy X [Auron/Lulu, Auron, Yuna, Aurochs Blitzball Team]
[05] Final Fantasy X-2 [Yuna, Paine]
[02] Kingdom Hearts [Riku]
[19] Kingdom Hearts II [Riku/Sora, Sora/Donald/Goofy, Sora/Flounder, Sora/Hercules, Sora, Demyx, Leon/Aerith, Leon/Cloud, Leon, Cloud]
[09] Actress [Vanessa Ferlito]

+ Kingdom Heart II's Hollow Bastion Characters Mood Theme

Comment. Credit. No hotlinking. Blanks are not bases. Got it memorized?

Teasers:

( If two people share one, their destinies become intertwined. They'll remain a part of each other's lives no matter what )

Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide

Sun, 29 Jul 2007 16:06:59 GMT

NEW LAYOUT!!!

doreenxx // doreenxx // doreenxx

... Well, not exactly. I mean, I used a black and white layout by minty_peach but I changed the colors and made the fonts a bit darker and bigger. The header and other stuff have not changed much.

And I'm still using Cloud/Tifa as my header. Cloud/Tifa pwns all other ships!! Well, except for Leon/Cloud, Leon/Aerith, Leon/Tifa, Squall/Rinoa, Sephiroth/Cloud... *goes off to ramble on about ships*

ANYWAY...

To my friends outside of LJ (Evon and the rest), don't worry, I still have links to your blogs put up on my profile page. At least now I can just go to one page to search for a link :)

Another life soundtrack thingy; this time from walkwiththedead

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...just type it in!

Opening Credits: "Sway" by Micheal Buble.
Waking up: "Maile's Song" by Keali'i Reichel.
First Day of School: "Rolling Star" by YUI.
Falling in Love: "Endless Story" by Reira feat. Yuna Ito.
Losing Virginity: "Gold Soundz" by Pavement.
Fight Song: "Besaid Island" by Final Fantasy X OST.
Break Up: "Jewel" by Ayumi Hamasaki.
Prom: "Shuffle Or Boogie" by Final Fantasy VIII OST.
Life: "Graduation (Friends Forever)" by Vitamin C.
Mental Breakdown: "I'm Feeling You" by Michelle Branch.
Driving: "Come Sail Away" by Keali'i Reichel.
Flashback: "Last Night" by Diddy feat. Keyshia Cole.
Getting Back Together: "Burn In My Light" by Mercy Drive.
Wedding: "One Winged Angel" by Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children OST.
Birth of a Child: "Today" by Lifehouse.
Final Battle: "Those Who Fight (Piano Version)" by Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children OST.
Death Scene: "Every Moment" by Anna Tsuchiya.
Credits: "You And Me" by Lifehouse.
Sequel Teaser: "No Tomorrow" by Orson.

Stupid answers again. *sigh* Oh well.

Let's see... what did I do today? Mom cooked nasi lemak, so all my Orang Ulu relatives came. Sarah came and brought along this movie called "Master of Disguise". Ahaha, I haven't watched that movie in a long time. It's still an awesome movie. So silly and random.

Then went to church. Mom told Dot and me to go; she'll go tomorrow evening. So we did. After church, drove to Wisma Saberkas. Wasted RM15 on a rubber casing for my phone. Oh well. I've always prefered rubber casings to plastic ones anyway. Drove home, ate dinner, went to airport to pick Dad up. Stopped by at Starbucks. Bla bla bla... went home... bla bla bla.

Jenny's coming back on August 11th! YAYNESS!!! Our "mommy" coming back liao! Ahaha!

I miss Nickelodeon's "All That". I especialy love the original cast. You know; the one with Lori Beth and Danny Tamberelli and the others in it. "Vital Information" has always been one of my favorite sketches. The facts given were so random and actually made sense XD

Lately, I've been obsessed with Moulin Rogue. Hence, my header having lyrics from it put into it and all the "Freedom. Beauty. Truth. Love" thing I have going on. "Come What May" shall forever be my favorite love song (it's been my favorite love song for about 4 years now) but I still want to use Gavin DeGraw's "Chariot" at my wedding reception! XD I love the last sentence that Christian typed before ending the story. "The greatest thing you will ever learn, is just to love and be loved in return". I actually cried after the movie. So sad and tragic... CURSE YOU DEATH!!!

Hmmm. Sleepy. I guess I'll just stick around for an hour and then I'll hit the sack.

It ain't pretty after the show

Sat, 28 Jul 2007 14:37:23 GMT

Haha! FINALLY! I completed my Hollow Bastion Characters mood theme! :D PRETTY NEW MOOD THEME! If you're wondering why I have some KH1 images of Leon and Cloud in the mood theme... well... ummm... I was out of pictures.

I finished it much faster than I expected. The last time I created a mood theme, it took me about 5 days to complete it; and it was a Vanessa Ferlito mood theme. But this one took me less than 24 hours. Heheh. When there's a will, there's a way! X3 Some of the mood theme pictures probably won't make sense to other people but who cares. IT'S MY BABY!

... No, I did not just sit in front of the computer the whole day creating mood themes. Around 3 pm today I had a sort of disagreement with my Mom and she went into one of her lecturing moods about how I don't drive around enough and that my cousin's already driving around by herself (Sarah got her license about a month after I got mine). So, I got quite mad and frustrated. There's just one too many times that I can compress my frustrations. Today, I just happened to snap. Changed my shirt, changed into my jeans, grabbed my car keys and I drove off.

First off I went to Friendship Park to sort of clear my head. Then I drove to my Puakek and Puidoh's house to just hang around with them. My Orang Ulu grandparents are so cool; they spoil me too much XD They forced me to finish a whole packet of chocolate chip cookies, a glass of milk and to top it all off, they insisted that I stayed to eat proper food before I go off.

Went back. On the way, a couple of wrong turns. Heheh. I came back home, showered and my uncle called to say that he saw me driving and he saw me making the wrong turn. Malunye...

Hmmm... what else? Oh yes. House = Blackout. Raining heavily, lightning struck and hit something near my house and I got a free display of silent fireworks from one of the electrical wires outside. Lit a candle and got some extremely hot and painful candle wax all over my left wrist. Joy.

Gah. I'll stop now. Rambling on too much XD

If today is your birthday

Sat, 28 Jul 2007 06:42:08 GMT

Gack. July 26th was Beverley's birthday and today, July 28th, is Olivia's birthday. So... happy belated birthday to Bev and happy birthday to Olivia! :D

Still working on my mood theme. Instead of making it just L/A/C/T, I ended up making up some moods from the other members of the Hollow Bastion Restoration Committee XD

Gaming rant

Thu, 26 Jul 2007 15:52:38 GMT

That's it. I'm having the right mind to give up playing Final Fantasy X. I've been trying to defeat Seymour Natus and Mortibody at Bevelle for 3 hours now and... bleh. Looked up on walkthroughs and each one had a different theory on how to defeat him.

One suggested that I level Yuna up until she's able to learn Reflect; so I can cast it on Seymour whenever Mortibody heals him so that it will heal one of my party members instead.

Another one suggested that I get full Overdrives for all my party members and Aeons and unleash them on Seymour.

BUT SEYMOUR KEEPS TURNING MY PEOPLE INTO STONE AND CRUSHING THEM! Before I have a chance to use Al Bhed potions and remedies!

Gah. This is like fighting Sephiroth in Kingdom Hearts 2.

So I just did me some talkin' to the sun

Thu, 26 Jul 2007 11:18:18 GMT

New userinfo!

CLICK HERE // CLICK HERE // CLICK HERE

Heh. Finally. A decent user info with pictures of my beloved CloTi and Lerith! And it matches my layout colors too! :D

Oh, and for some reason, it looks better in Firefox.

Firefox > Internet Explorer, HA! XD

No, I do not know why there's a huge ' " ' above my pictures. I checked the codes for something and know what? I'm too lazy XD

Black leather and pink lace. Teh hotness! And so kinky XDDDDDD

Thu, 26 Jul 2007 05:28:54 GMT

Gah. I spent all morning trying to make this manip look at least a little bit realistic and more "canon". I think it looks quite okay since both original pictures had white backgrounds on them.

I wanted to make Leon on top but I remembered how horrible his fingers turned out in my last "project" so... Aerith gets the top. I meant to make it look as if they're holding hands but it doesn't look like that, does it? Hmmm. Oh well. Leon's hair was a pain to do though. Damn layered spikes/bangs.

Yes, I do actually like Aerith. ~~I just don't like her whenever she's with Cloud.~~ So, one random day, I dumped her together with Leon and it turns out that I actually love them together. Hee. Black leather and pink lace. Teh hotness! And so kinky XDDDDDD

Anyway, proper update. Turns out that this year we're going to celebrate Puakek's (my Orang Ulu grandfather) birthday with a big bang. The whole gang from Miri is coming here to celebrate and Seb is coming back to celebrate too. YAY! Haha, I love family gatherings. This year, Sarah and I are in charge of making the slideshow. Heh. Lots of pictures to sort through!

These past few days, it's been really cold, even in the afternoons. It was cold; like when I was in Florida 7 years ago. The coldness felt something like that, except not so, well, cold.

Like right now. COLD! And I'm hungry XD

My eyes have never seen someone who looks like you

Wed, 25 Jul 2007 11:40:09 GMT

DAMNIT LIVEJOURNAL WHY WERE YOU DOWN FOR HOURS AND HOURS AND HOURS x 39483943905

Ahem. I want a new layout. But I can't find a good one which'll work for Flexible Squares and Plus Accounts. Why can't we have, like, 2000 free user pics with a Basic Account like GreatestJournal? *sigh*

Anyway, according to this, I'm almost done with FFX! I just have... 13 more "chapters" to go! Slow, I know, but I have been playing that game for the whole day today and throughout the night last night. Bosses are bloody hard. SEYMOUR DIEE!!!!!11!!!!11 I had to fight that Evrae four times. No, Evrae wasn't that hard if you used the right people. It's just that... my party kept dying in Bevelle XD Now I'm stuck in the Cloister of Trials in Bevelle. Great.

Oh well. I've delayed playing this game and FFX-2 for four years now; better catch up with it.

Oh... video of Steve Blum (voice actor for FFVII's Vincent Valentine) singing Right Said Fred's "I'm Too Sexy"! tainee had the pleasure of attending this year's Otakon and she mentioned that Steve sang a song in Vincent's voice. I got curious and highly amused so I went on a searching spree in YouTube. I do not know if this is recent (it said that the video was added in May) or if this was during Otakon, but it has Steve singing in Vincent's voice so, naturally, I'm satisfied. I showed the video to Dot and she, being a Vincent fangirl, started fangirling like crazy XD

RANDOM THOUGHT: I wonder how those it feel like cosplaying. If given the chance, I'd do it but although I'd love to be Tifa, I don't like wearing sleeveless shirts. Maybe... Aerith? Because... she has a jacket. Or KH2!Leon? Heheh. Bleh.

I really need to stop using emoticons. I'm getting too used to it. And next week is my last free week before I start... *dum dum dum* COLLEGE!!! I'm not that excited; more like lazy and nervous. But oh well. At least I get to meet new people. I wonder if I'll stick out like a sore thumb because the crowd at Limkokwing are, well, fashionable and I'm sure as hell not fashionable. No matter; I'll be going there to actually learn, not to show off what "Mommy and Daddy's money can buy for me".

And before I go to college, I plan on finishing the following games:

1. Final Fantasy X
2. Fatal Frame 2
3. Kingdom Hearts

So that's all for today. Gonna go shower, eat dinner and continue on my Yuna's pilgrimage!

P.S - *points to icon used for this post* I suck at making icon manips. Or maybe I chose the wrong pictures... oh well. And the new Tony Hawk game sucks. I miss TH:AW and THUG2.

I try to wash the pain away from me

Tue, 24 Jul 2007 02:20:47 GMT

Just something which caught my attention:

Create your own Friend Test here

I think you have to registered or something to have your rankings in but... pretty please? The questions are really easy and can be found around my journal XD

EDIT: First 5 to appear on the ranks will get... something from me. I don't know what. You name it; I'll try. Icons, headers... something! I'm so pathetic that I resorted to bribing XD

Whoops... I decided that I can't make stuff because I am busy with... something else. Yeah. But thanks to those who took this! :D

How your love's affecting our reality

Mon, 23 Jul 2007 12:21:57 GMT

Hmph. Short one for today. I'm currently engrossed in Final Fantasy X. ~~I hate fighitng the Guado.~~ Ah...

Today, Daniel Radcliffe aka Harry Potter turns 18. Wow. The guy's the same age as me (I'm a few months older, HA!) already. I remember watching Daniel when he was just a wee little boy in the first movie... ah... nostalgia. Anyways, Daniel being born today makes him a Leo, sign of the lion. He joins the ranks of my sister Dot, my two good friends Olivia and Bev, Cloud Strife and Squall Leonhart (maybe; I read that he's a Virgo...?) who are also all born under the sign of Leo.

♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL RADCLIFFE! ♥

Teh colorful rainbow! <3

I'd make a graphic, but I'm too lazy and I still have lots of things to do in FFX; Mom forced me to stop for a while. I've been playing since this afternoon XD You're probably thinking... why am I obsessed with finishing FFX? Because Steph won't stop nagging me to do so.

Will go answer comments, shower, eat and continue FFX. Will comment on your journals tomorrow morning! :D

P.S - Backstreet Boys! Oh man... I miss their earlier stuff so much. I miss the era of bubblegum pop, boybands and girlbands.

50 Female Characters from Various Final Fantasy Series Icons for icons50

Mon, 23 Jul 2007 05:02:30 GMT

[21] Final Fantasy VII (Tifa, Aerith, Yuffie, Lucrecia, Shelke)
[03] Final Fantasy VIII (Rinoa)
[04] Final Fantasy X (Yuna, Rikku, Lulu)
[15] Final Fantasy X-2 (Yuna, Rikku, Paine, Lenne)
[01] Final Fantasy XII (Ashe)
[06] Final Fantasy XIII (Lightning)

Comment. Credit. No hotlinking. Blanks are not bases. Got it memorized?

Teasers:

( The girls too can play as rough as the boys can )

On temporary hiatus

Sun, 22 Jul 2007 11:03:41 GMT

Just so that some people won't think that I'm a snob for not commenting on their journals...

There. I'll be...

1. Reading Harry Potter (I know some of you finished it, but I had to share the book with my whole family).
2. Making icons.
3. Writing/reading fanfics.
4. Getting ready for college.

What I'll do for my friends list...

1. I'll read your entries.
2. Maybe will/won't comment; depends. BUT I'LL STILL READ so don't say I didn't.

P.S - I don't know who was the original creator of this fanart I used for my hiatus banner, so if you do know, let me know.

She pointed her finger towards the moon and romance soon began to bloom

Sun, 22 Jul 2007 10:31:27 GMT

Gods, I'm tired.

Let's see... morning, went to church. Picked Steph up (Yes, I know it's weird; Steph going to church, but she's a Buddhist and she wants to see how mass is like so I thought I'd bring her) and went to BDC's church. Had lunch, then went to Green Gallery. After that, went to Sarawak Plaza to get the new Harry Potter book but alas, no stock. Went to Wisma Saberkas and they had a full stock there! Haha, I bought it and flipped to the last page because I'm impatient and... o.O Woah

After that, went home, played a few games then sent Steph home. Got horned by some stupid motorcyclist (did I tell you that I hate motorcyclists?) and scratched the car >.< But my parents were okay with it since, well, I'm new, so they must have really thought that I was about to cry when they saw my facial expression XD

Now I'm home. Parents are going out for dinner and I really need to work on my claim of the women of the FF series for icons50.

What I really want to do is sleep, but... no. No parents at home! At night! Haha, they seldom go out for dinners at night! Must party the house! XD

EDIT: I'm sorry but I don't think I'll be commenting on your friends list... I'll be busy making icons, reading Harry Potter...

LJ thingy

Sat, 21 Jul 2007 03:45:40 GMT

You know, when I first tried this, I thought they'd really show pictures of my LJ friends; real pics. I didn't read the whole thing because, well, I'm like that.

My LiveJournal Friends

cristalbluerosemrscena18walkwiththedeadx_myheartbleeds

Try out this Meme

Brought to you by NardVille

Heh. Look. I'm Leon. I'm a man! XD

Where love that travelled far had found me

Sat, 21 Jul 2007 02:13:37 GMT

First off, a survey stolen from Evon's blog ^^

Is REAL love indescribable?
+ Ummm... what?

Have you ever been in Love?
+ Unfortunately, yes.

What feelings do you get when you know you love someone?
+ Ummm... I haven't loved anyone for years... I mean, I love my family and friends but... gah, you'll understand.

Ever get sick to your stomach because you love someone so much?
+ Bleh.

Describe in 3-6 words what your description of Love is?
+ Friendship is the base for love...? XDDDD

Is love sometimes misunderstood for care?
+ Yes. Maybe.

If you could make someone fall in love with you, who would it be?
+ Haiz... what's with you? Heh. Okay, I'll tell you. I'd make Cloud Strife fall in love with me, but he'd make a frustrating boyfriend and Tifa'll have my ass for it. Squall won't be too bad either but in FFVIII, he's 17 and in KH he's in his late 20's; too old XDDD

Do you tend to enjoy the game of getting someone to love you back?
+ o.O

What age were you when you had your first kiss?
+ Ahaha, when I was born my parents kissed me on my cheeks!

Is love worth dying for?
+ It depends how much worth it is to you. Ummm... yeah.

Is love worth losing everything you currently own?
+ Well... materialistic possession is something you can easily replace, but love is a feeling and a part of you which can't be easily replaced... did that made sense?

Is love always enough in a relationship?
+ No. There's trust, communication, bla bla bla...

What item you own do you Love the most? Why?
+ Lots of stuff. My guitar, my piano, my phone, my IC, my driver's license, my PS2, my Tidus ring and necklace, my Cloud ring, my Hardys t-shirt... XD

Is the love for your pets same as the love for your family?
+ Ummmm...

A food you Love?
+ I'll give more than singular. I love Italian and Japanese food!

Someone you love for making life so much easier?
+ Everyone in my life; family and friends.

HATE!!!!!!!!!

Would life be better or easier if we were all emotionless?
+ Ummm... no.

Is black the never ending color of hate?
+ Hell no. I wear black shirts all the time but you don't see me going "I hate you all", don't you?

A law you hate?
+ .... I'd rather not say it.

Someone that makes you sick?
+ Hmmm? I don't hate someone till I get THAT bad!

A food you HATE!!?
+ Durian, spicy food... XD

Do you sometimes hate the ones you love the most?
+ At times, yes, but the hate goes away.

The argument you hated having the most!!?
+ Ones with my family and friends.

Something about life that you hate?
+ ........

A movie you hate?
+ ........ No comment.

A band you wish would just SHUT UP?
+ Ummm... wow, the choices... but I'd rather not say.

A vegetable you hate?
+ I hate most of them.

Something a family member gives you on the holidays that you hate?
+ How can I hate something a family member gives me?

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50 things about me that's gonna turn you off

1. How tall are you barefoot?
- Ummm... 5'6''.

2. Have you ever smoked?
- Yes, once, and I hated it.

3. Do you own a gun?
- Nope.

4. Do you hate someone right now?
- Not really... I'm slowly letting go of the hate.

5. Do you get nervous?
- Duh.

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
- Food. Why? Am I supposed to think of something perverted?

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
- I love all of them. I'm a sucker for Christmas. I think I'm a bit... romantic about Christmas.

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
- Milo.

9. Can you do push ups?
- When I was still doing archery, yes, I can, but after I stopped... XD

11.What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
- I like rings and necklaces though I tend to wear something for a long time and then ditch it.

12. Do you like painkillers?
- No. Makes me sleepy.

13. What is your secret weapon to flirt the opposite sex?
- I've never flirted.

14. Do you own a knife?
- A kitchen knife in my room; yes XD

15. Do you have H.I.V?
- ................................. (that's the sound of my brain cells perishing)

16. Name?
- *pinches bridge of nose*

17. Name 3 things u wanna do at this exact moment?
- Go out, eat, shower. Or is it the other way around...?

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought lately:
- Mineral water :(

19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
- Milo, mineral water, some Vitamin C supplement my mom makes me take.

20. What time did you wake up today?
- Around... almost 9 am?

22. Current worry?
- College.

23 Current hate?
- ... Ar.. Nothing?

24. Favorite place to be?
- A beach.

25. Least favorite place to be?
- Overcrowded places.

26. Where would you like to go?
- Hawaii, Japan, Australia, Florida, Scotland, London... gah!

27. Do you own slippers?
- What do you think, genius?

28. What shirt are you wearing?
- Hard Rock Cafe t-shirt.

30. Favorite color?
- Black, maroon, gold, pink, silver, boue, green, red... loads XD

31.Would you like to be a pirate?
- Hell no. I hate pirates. I'd rather be a ninja! :D

32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink?
- Gawai.

33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
- I don't sing in the shower.

34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
- Vampires. How ironic; I like them now XD

35.What's in your pocket/s right now?
- Nothing.

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
- My cat.

37. last thing that made you cry?
- When Sirius died :(

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
- Can't recall.

39. Who is your loudest friend?
- Almost all of them are loud XD

42.Who is your most silent friend?
- Ummm... I think I am among my group of friends.

43.last movie watched?
- Transformers.

44. What is your favorite book?
- Lots.

45.What is your favorite chocolate
- Any chocolate except white chocolate.

47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
- Gavin DeGraw's "Chariot".

48. What were you doing 12 AM last night?
- Sleeping. Early, I know XD

49. What was the First thing you did today?
- Checked the time.

50. What was the last thing you did the day before yesterday?
- Ummm... what?

Oh, new friend! Say hi to greggyhouzer! *waves! Oh, I haven't brought out my adopted Cloud to greet you yet!

There; he's out now! That's for resound and greggyhouzer. Behave, Cloud XD

Just for fun, a list of my OTP from my fandoms.

CSI:NY
Flack/Aiden
Danny/Maka

Harry Potter
Ron/Hermione
Harry/Luna
Harry/Cho
Harry/Ginny
Lupin/Tonks

WWECEW
Matt/Lita
Jeff/Trish
RVD/Lilian
Jericho/Trish
Nitro/Melina

Kingdom Hearts
Leon/Cloud
Cloud/Tifa
Leon/Aerith
Riku/Sora
Axel/Roxas
Riku/Kairi
Roxas/Namine

Final Fantasy
Cloud/Tifa
Zack/Aerith
Sephiroth/Aerith
Vincent/Tifa
Sephiroth/Cloud
Tidus/Rikku
Gippal/Rikku
Tidus/Yuna
Squall/Rinoa (umm... at times)

Meh. Bored. I had a weird dream last night. I dreamt that my cat... likes water and joined me swimming o.O

College in... less than 2 weeks. Help me XD

Oh, and I just saw the new Timbaland video... what was it called... "Throw It On Me"? The one with the Divas in? Yeah, that one. Anyway, I saw it and I was like... gah. I mean, couldn't they have made the Divas wrestled a little more... elegantly? And not hitting each other with pillows and cat fighting? Because women's wrestling is NOT like that. Seriously lah XD

But it's just so hard to do

Fri, 20 Jul 2007 12:19:21 GMT

Damn, I'm tired. Spent the whole day driving my friends and I around. Went to MJC, Swinburne, Wisma Saberkas, school... Picked Dot up from school and Sharon made a "DIE! DIE! DIE!" gesture from her car towards me. I'm not bad, am I?

Gah. Now I sorta know how Evon feels when she drives us around XD

And no near-accidents! Yay me!

I'm supposed to be working on my icons, but I feel itchy and lazy and tired so... I'll leave them for tomorrow or next week.

Survey! Yay!

1. Do you burp in front of guys?
Ummm... not really. If I really know them, then, sure. If not, then, well, I don't. It's rude.

2. Do you straighten your hair?
I'm thinking of doing so... my hair is too wild to stay still XD

3. Whats your favorite girl magazine?
Ummm... Seventeen magazine? XD

4. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
No. Why should I?

5. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
Yes XD

6. Would you leave the house without makeup on?
All the time.

7. Do you consider making out "unladylike"?
Making out... unladylike? Ummm.. when I actually do in the future, I'll let you know.

8.On the scale of 1-10 how fun is shopping?
6/10.

9. Do you think lipgloss is the best?
No. I prefer lipbalm.

10. Do you freak out if you miss your favourite show?
Not really. I seldom watch TV these days.

11. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
Less than 20 minutes.

12. Do you like soccer boys?
Ummm... I dunno. Nope.

13. Is pink the best color in the world?
At times, I like pink. I wonder why some girls are so anti-pink XD

14. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
Nope.

15. Do you often wish there was something you could change about yourself ?
Yeah, but I'm already like this.

16. Do you dress up too much for holidays?
Ummm... not really.

17. Do you like to wear dresses?
No.

18. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
I can't write poems.

19. On a scale 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
Around... 8?

20. In the past 24 hours have you hung out with a guy?
Nope.

21. Are shoes your weakness?
No. Shoes are just shoes.

22. Is chocolate your best friend?
YES YES YES!

23. Do you like to paint your nails?
Not really.

25. on a scale of 1-10 how many times do you look in the mirror a day?
2.

26. Are your nails long and pretty?
No. They're short and... I bite them a lot.

27. How often do wear high heeels?
I don't wear them at all.

28. Would you rather go to a sports event or go shopping?
It depends. If it's wrestling, then I'm on! XD

29. Would you rather go to a rock concert or prepare yourself for a party?
Both.

30. Would you rather listen to music or dance to music?
I'm more of a listener.

My heels are painful; stood around too long XD And tomorrow we're all going out again. Haha, see? We love each other too much to see each other on a regular basis XDDDDD

Heeeeh! *points to icon* Doesn't he look like a Barbie doll in that picture?

The Wonders are LOVE. Their songs are so... summer-ry and.. beach-ey.

P.S - People stole my Elvish name (Alatariel) to use on their own LJs as their own usernames. Me ish sad :(((

P.S #2 - Johnny Nitro is now... John Morrison???! The name change; wazzupwitdat?! But his new photoshoots... man oh man... so hot XD

It ain't easy livin' free

Thu, 19 Jul 2007 11:33:51 GMT

Heheh! Straight after I completed my claim for FFVII:AC, I claimed another spot to make icons out of the various female characters from various FF series. Hehe. I must use my Photoshop to it's full use; I have only a few more weeks to use it.

Changed my user pics because... I got bored. There.

Played FFX the whole day. Phsssh. I'm stuck fighting that machina which Rikku's brother... umm... commands? Bleh. Proves how weak my characters are. I'd prefer fighting styles like in Kingdom Hearts; mash 'em up. I'm not one for strategies. I'm more of a... suicidal attacker XD

Survey stolen from resound! :D

What's your middle name?
♠ Doreen.

Would you rather get 1, 12 or 24 roses?
♠ 1, please. I don't like flowers.

How big is your bed?
♠ Queen-sized.

What are you listening to right now?
♠ "Jewel" by Ayumi Hamasaki.

What are the last 4 digits in your cell phone?
♠ DiGi: 2461, Celcom: 8240.

What was the last thing you ate?
♠ Cereal. For lunch T_T

Last person you hugged?
♠ Can't remember.

How is the weather right now?
♠ Cool.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
♠ Ummm... someone who dialed the wrong number. I get that a lot.

What is the first thing you notice in the opposite sex?
♠ Ummm... various things. Eyes, smile, nose, height, hair...

Favorite type of Food?
♠ Italian and Japanese.

Do you want children?
♠ I'm not sure. Ask me again in 10 years' time.

Do you drink?.
♠ Rarely.

Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?
♠ Nope.

Hair color?
♠ I'm not so sure what my hair color is. It's dark brown with a hint of dark red and dark blondish-brown highlights.

Eye color?
♠ Dark brown.

Do you wear contacts/glasses?
♠ Glasses.

Favorite holiday?
♠ Christmas, Chinese New Year.

Favorite season?
♠ Winter.

Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?
♠ Yes...

Last Movie you Watched?
♠ Transformers.

What books are you reading?
♠ I can't find the book I was readng. Mom took off with it.

Piercings?
♠ None. I'm thinking of piercing my ears though...

Favorite Movie?
♠ Too many to count.

Favorite college football Team?
♠ I'm not a fan of football and I'm pretty sure my college doesn't have a football team.

What were you doing before filling this out?
♠ Posting icons.

Any pets?
♠ Shy-Shy; cat. Robbie and Sonya; turtles.

Dogs or cats?
♠ I'm a cat person, but I love both.

Favorite Flower?
♠ Don't like them.

Have you ever loved someone?
♠ Of course.

Who would you like to see right now?
♠ My friends, even though it's been almost a week XD

Have you ever fired a gun?
♠ No... but does shooting a bow and arrow count?

Do you like to travel by train?
♠ Seldom use them.

Right-handed or Left-handed?
♠ Left-handed, damnit!

If you could go to any place right now where would you go?
♠ Hawaii or Japan. Australia won't be too bad...

Are you missing someone?
♠ Not really.

Do you have a tattoo?
♠ Nope.

Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
♠ I'll usually be lazing around that time.

Are you hiding something from someone?
♠ Don't we all?

ARE YOU 18?
♠ LMAO yeah. I'm legal, baby! XD

WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE?
♠ Leon and Cloud.

DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
♠ I don't think so.

FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING?
♠ "What time izzzittttt???" *woah, what's with the caps?*

WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE?
♠ Ummm... my... knife? Never know when someone's gonna rob the house!

WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE?
♠ I dunno; you decide.

ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
♠ At times.

FAVORITE SONGS?
♠ Too many.

WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
♠ Fear itself. Really. And losing the ones I love.

ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?
♠ Giver.

WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
♠ Hmmm... let's see... Dory, D, Moony, Sandbu, Insana, Mrs. Chubbs, Dor, Baby Flack, Mommy Messer, Dolen... I can't remember the rest right now but you're welcome to add more to the list XD

Oh, Azleen called me this morning. Or was it yesterday morning...? Anyway, I was still sleeping, my phone rang.

Me: *groggy* Helloooooo?
Azleen: Is this Doreen?
Me: *yawn* Speaking.

And yeah, that's how it went. Poor girl's at matrix somewhere in West Malaysia. Ahaha. Hang in there, Azleen! It's only for a year!

Mmmm... hungry. There's tomato pork in the kitchen. Here I come! :D

50 FFVII:AC Icons for icons50

Thu, 19 Jul 2007 10:47:02 GMT

[50] Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children

Comment, credit and no hotlinking. Blanks are not bases. Got it memorized?

Teasers:

( Are sins... ever forgiven? )

Now I'm telling everybody

Thu, 19 Jul 2007 04:28:27 GMT

Once again, I was tagged to do this. This time, from resound.

seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
2. Tag seven people to do the same.
3. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag whoever to do it.

1. I'm a left hander and take great pride in being one. Yes, proud to be a leftie! XD
2. I hate it when people don't flush the toilet after using it.
3. When I get annoyed/irritated, either my ears start itching and/or my left eye starts twitching.
4. I've bee a WWE fan for 11 years now.
5. People's first impression of me is that they think that I'm a quiet, brooding, snobbish, antisocial person.
6. I forgive but I don't forget.
7. *searches brain for random facts* Umm... I've had my heart broken... once..? XDDD

I tag (usually, I'd tag whoever to do it, but since I can't...) :

1. sharkina
2. tanglewood14
3. innersmile_x
4. aeris_x
5. spoonzees
6. lalaith86
7. ashields124

My mom forced me to watch a video of a woman giving birth DDDDD:

WHY???!!!

She's giving me more excuses to NOT get married and have kids when I'm older. GAH. She told me that it's like... shitting, except that the shit is... pretty big... and it... squirms...?

~~Must call Astro to cancel our viewing previlages for Channel 77.~~

Get up everybody and sing

Wed, 18 Jul 2007 15:10:11 GMT

I finally finished my claim for icons50. I would have posted it now, but Photobucket is being bloody slow and won't load. I'll just wait for some other day. I hate the batch of icons I made, actually. Animated characters are really hard to color, unlike real people. *sigh*

Finished up a requested graphic for Joanna aka resound who's also my newly added friend! Say hi to her! :D *waves*

Now I'm working on something which Steph requested. Problem is, I don't have much photos of her so... yeah. But no matter, I will search until the ends of the world to find a pic of her! XD

Found this on Friendster; learn the way to speaking Manglish! :D

1.English:Would you turn off the fan?
Manglish:Off the fan.

2.English:Hi lucy.Havent seen you for
along time.How are you?
Manglish:Hi, lucy.Long time no see.So
how?

3.English:This durians are really
food!.
Manglish: Best-lah the durian!

4.English:I'd like to order a glass of
plain water.
Manglish:Sky juice one!.

5.English:What are you talking about?
That's absolutely ridiculos!
Manglish:You talk what? Rubbish-lah.

6.English:Would you reverse your car?
Manglish: Gostan!.

7.English:Why are you so long-winded?
Manglish:Talk so much for what?

8.English:Its not necessary for you to
trouble yourself.
Manglish: No Need!.

9.English:Im not in a mood for a movie.
Manglish:No mood for movie-lah.

10.English:Why is that idiont honking
away?
Manglish:That idiot honk for what?

No, I'm not insulting my people's way of speaking English. I like to think of it as our special language. Why say a lot of words in one sentence when you can just say a few, simple words? Convenient and practical, eh?

And then... another survey XD

1. Are you taller than your mom?
* Yes, just a little.

2. What color is ur phone?
* Black and silver.

3. What is the closest thing to you
* Phone.

4. What song is your ringtone?
* Ummm... wait, let me check... ah, it's the theme song for FFVII:Crisis Core.

5. Does anything hurt on your body right now?
* Well... me ear's itchy.

6. What color is your favorite pillow?
* I don't have a favorite pillow.

8. Had a nap today?
* Nope.

9. Gold or Silver
* Silver.

10. Is there an animal that creeps you out?
* FISH.

11. Hello, how are you?
* o.O

12. Did you go iceskating as a kid?
* I guess. Yeah. I don't really remember much of my days in England.

13. Ever have stitches?
* Yup.

14. Favorite non-alcoholic drink?
* Ummm... chocolate milk?

15. How long ago did you kiss someone?
* Does not exist.

16. What's something you want to do before you die?
* As corny as it sounds... to find my... ummm... soulmate XD

17. Have you ever caught something on fire?
* I think so...

18. Have you ever seen a ghost?
* Nope.

19.Have you ever drank alcohol?
* Yeah.

20. Do you know how to use chop sticks?
* Dude, I'm half Chinese. What do you think?

21. Name something good that happened today.
* I.... ummm... managed to... defeat... Sinspawn? XD

22. What room are you in?
* Eh?

23. Are you worried about something you can't control?
* Yes, but I somewhat enjoy it at times.

24. Do you take daily medications?
* I don't think so.

25. Ever been in a fight?
* Verbally, yes.

26. Are you wearing nailpolish?
* They're chipping off.

27. Favorite color?
* Black.

28. Innie or Outie?
* As in... my belly button? Innie.

29. Ever used an Ouija board?
* No and I don't intend on using one either.

30. Sweet or Sour?
* Both! :D

31. Sun or Moon?
* Moon.

32. What shoes did you wear today?
* Ummm... sandals?

33. Favorite eye color of the opposite sex?
* Green. I love green eyes.

34. Most important quality in any relationship?
* Trust.

35. Favorite zombie movie?
* Resident Evil.

36 Time of day you were born?
* Sometime in the morning.

37 Do you know your blood type?
* Nope, sorry.

38. Have you ever cheated/been cheated?
* Kinda. I dunno. Maybe? XD

39.Do you know how to kill a zombie?
* You can't kill what's already dead. Wait... yes you can.

40. What would you spend £5000 on right now if you were handed it?
* Haha... 5000 pounds?! I'd convert it back into Malaysian Ringgit! Can you imagine how rich I'd be??

41. Name something annoying in public transport?
* Smelly people.

42. Would you ever change your name?
* Yes. I hate my name.

43. Best bf/gf you've had so far?
* I've only had one boyfriend.

44. Did you grow up in the city or country?
* Both.

45. Would you ever consider going on a reality tv show if offered a large sum of money?
* YES.

46. Have you flown in your dreams?
* Ummm... not yet.

47. Do you smoke a lot?
* I don't smoke.

48. Hugs or kisses?
* Both.

49. You have 20 dollars to spend in the dollar store what do you get?
* Ummm... random stuff...?

50. Do u have a bf/gf?
* Why must you ask this question all the time? You trying to remind me how lonely I am?

Am going to drive Deanna to piano class tomorrow evening. Wish me luck.

So yeah... that's about it for today. Have to work on Steph's requested graphic.

P.S - The Birdcage rocks. You should watch it. I've loved that movie for YEARS.

Kingdom Hearts II Icons + Banners (Leon/Cloud set)

Wed, 18 Jul 2007 02:33:27 GMT

06 icons + 02 banners] Kingdom Hearts II [Leon, Cloud, Leon/Cloud]

Comment. Credit. No hotlinking.

Teasers:

( What? You're fighting too? )

Woooo! Lots of "♥" in this post!

Tue, 17 Jul 2007 11:50:06 GMT

Transformers = AMAZING

Shia LaBeouf, I love you. I've loved you in "Even Stevens", I loved you in "Transformers". And look, he's 3 years older than me, for once XD

Bumblebee is so cute. If only my Saga was like that... wooo...

RAW is tonight. Chloe, I haven't reloaded my 019 number yet. Too lazy and I'm very broke. So if I don't reply your message, hopefully you already this and you'll know why XD

I'm starting college in about 2 weeks from now. I'm feeling lazy, nervous and excited. Lazy because I am too used to staying at home and doing nothing. Nervous because I'll be making new friends and attending new classes; away from my friends for the first time. Excited because, well, it IS college and this'll be something new for me.

Jenny's break is August 11th so maybe she'll be back by that date or a few days later. Can't wait! :D

Now, another survey. To compare... male celebrities XD

Hot or Not

Orlando Bloom - Ummm... he would be... if I was still 13 or 14 XD but he was hot as a pirate and very handsome as Legolas.
Collin Farell - Not.
Heath Ledger - Kinda.
Benji Madden (good charlotte) - NOT.
Joel Madden (good charlotte) - Fucking NOT!
Riley Smith - Who?
Ashton Kutcher - Not.
Chad Michael Murray - Ew. No offense, I just don't find him attractive.
Josh Dumhal - Who's that?
Eminem - He's alright.
Jordan Pundik (singer of New Found Glory) - Never seen him.
Johnny Depp - As a pirate. VERY HOT.
Will Smith - He's alright too. I love watching him.
Usher - Not.
James Blunt - Not.
Jesse McCartney - I'm gonna say hot, just because he did my Roxas' voice ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Wentworth Miller - Not. What's the big deal about him anyway?

Whose Hotter

George Clooney/Brad Pitt - None.
Tyson Beckford/Will Smith - Will.
Elijah Wood/Josh Hartnett - Elijah Wood.
Nicholas Cage/Richard Gere - Richard.
Russell Crowe/Ashton Kutcher - None.
Billy Joe/Leonardo Dicaprio - Leonardo, just because his name can be made short for "Leon" ♥♥♥♥ XDDD nah, it's just because I've watched more stuff with Leo in it. I hate Billy.
Matt Damon/Joquin Pheonix - Matty.

Ummm... I hope none of you were offended with my answers. It's really not their fault; it's just that I find animated men more attractive because they're animated and perfect XD

I must wash my Saga. It's covered with bird shit on the roof My poor baby XD

P.S #1 - Yay! My claim for FFVII:AC has been approved! :D And Kyo Kara Maoh! is so cute. I love Wolfram. Adorable little brat XD

P.S #2 - Woooo! Lots of "♥" in this post!